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Suzanna Wong

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Thursday, June 10, 2010
最 后 一次

可 能 有一 天 我 会 让 自 从 这 个 过 來

可 能 有一 天 我 会 让 自放 下 最 不 原 意 放 下

可 能 已 经 知 道 结 果, 可 是 我 不 也 不 想 放 弃

了 解 我 旳 人 只 看 表 面, 明 白 我 旳 会 懂 我 旳




你 有 真 用 心 去 了 解 吗?





如 果 有 一 天 我 放 弃
哭 因 为 已 经 尽 量 也 不 在 让 自己 再 次 受 伤

希 望一 天 变 把 ^^
有 多么困 难 加 油
未 來 沒 人 知 道
这 是 最 后 , 不 想


放心 不是不开心或 情 緒 化 只 是 想 内 心 里 旳 话 说 出 来

最 后


我 会 让 自己每天 开 心





With ♥ From Suzanna [7:03 AM]




Saturday, June 05, 2010
Anti- missing pills

Start the day off with fever, headache & irritated seriously sucks -.-
Seldom blog twice in a day but I'm happy that everything is back to normal =) As in everything ^^ Thanks for telling me everything..


Words are beyond description to how much i miss you, even to just see you for a min I'm already content.. That''s how much i miss you..
At the same time i can't help but hate you for occupying my mind every single day & night..


I miss you~ How!!


TT Hais..



With ♥ From Suzanna [5:25 PM]




TT

Meet up with cloud for dinner at P.S and went to catch the movie "Prince of Persia".
P.o.p was great but somehow i thought the ending was otherwise..
The Theater was freaking cold even jacket wasn't enough to keep myself warm TT
Headed down to C.a.S and saw Cass there, i no longer loves u cassy cause u laugh at me =(
Pei her wait for cab and home sweet home..

Thanks for the dinner & lan =)

Was quite upset after i received your msg, i didn't know i actually still cause hurt to you. I'm sorry.. You were always around whenever i needed someone but not anymore =(, i just wants u to know i cherish this friendship alot perhaps after all ur still someone that understands me the most.. Whatever happens in the future take care of yourself and i'll always be around whenever u need me.. I hope u will find back the You that u lost in the past..
Jia you ba!!




1mth more =(

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:01 AM]




Friday, June 04, 2010
=)

Somehow after what happened few days ago seems to finally knock some sense into me.. Maybe all this while i have been trying way too hard that my brain & heart seems to suffocate, at the same time causing hurt not only to myself but to people who cares & loves me especially baby and you.. Thanks for not giving up on me =)

You are always there whenever i needed someone, without complaining how bad my attitude was yet u never fails to cheer me up!! A million thanks for everything u had done for me~~
I'm really grateful!!

That period of time had been really terrible its like the darkest time of my life everything seems to be only BLACK, alot of confusing feelings which causes me to be really emoified and lost. Others may not understand why!! But nvm about that everything is over le..

Life has been a lot more happier now after learning how to let go certain things although there are still some things which i can't totally let go now but i'm still trying my best to..
Day by day its gonna be better and soon it will all be over i believe..

I'm really held back by my past so much that i have never learn how to make myself happy yet it took me so many years to realized.. Pathetic it may sound...


This is for you baby:

If loving you is wrong,
then I don't wanna be right.
In my world of darkness,
you came in and showed me the light.
When the nights grew cold,
you were there to keep me warm.
You showed me how to love,
and kept me safe from the storm.
You created a special place in my heart,
one that no one could replace.
I miss everything about you,
and long for your sweet embrace.
The way you used to kiss me,
the way your face would glow.
The flood of emotions I felt,
every time you let me go.
I've never felt something so powerful,
I know my love is true.
Your touch warms me up inside.
Your words makes my heart beat faster.
Your kiss melts me.
I love you.
Will always love you.
Even when I'm gone.
You'll always be the only one in my heart.


Ending here =)

Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don’t become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones.

Sometimes we just smile to cover up the pain. Sometimes we intend to laugh to cover up the hurt. But whether we smile or laugh, we can never hide what we really feel inside, but life has to go on.



With ♥ From Suzanna [3:41 AM]